I had a hard decision today, the worse day of my life.
Stay, and be miserable, save and make money I know I’ll actually be okay.
Or leave, and maybe make money not save, and may or may not be happy.
He’s leaving regardless.
I’m not thrilled. I’m depressed, my other half and love of my life I can’t be a day without. Gone for 6 months…. Thank god only 6 months…
I decided not to go.
I love him. I want what’s best for him, and myself.
If we truly love each other, it will be fine.
Until then.. Ima work my ass off to prove to him how much I care to be together by letting him go and I’ll work everyday.
Settled.



